Well what can I say, yet another day wasted in bed. Whilst there has been some improvement since I started rituximab my shoulders and neck are agony at the moment... I'm fed up of taking all these drugs especially blooming steroids as I now have a "moon shaped face" and have gained nearly a stone since December, and I also turned 40 in December. Whilst having to be laid up I keep looking at my wardrobe full of lovely summer clothes and heels that once upon a time when I had a life I could wear.. Now it's just pj's and slippers or if I am fortunate to be able to get outside button free tops / trousers and flat slip on shoes. How did I end up like this what a nightmare. My lovely husband is very supportive and keeps saying things will get better and ill soon be back to my old self but unfortunately after 18 months I'm no longer optimistic. My mood is at an all time low and I'm feeling pretty crap. ,,, time for more painkillers to zombie me out
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