hello, day six and still not smoking. My Mum got rushed to hospital last night with a heart problem and I went with her in the ambulance. She is OK and home now with follow ups needed and no real answers but I am so pleased I didn't smoke. i won't lie, If a smoker had been with me and offered me one I probably would have taken it but I have realised that it would have given me something to do but not changed anything.
i am really tired today and my first thought when I opened my eyes was that I wanted a smoke. I am taking my laptop down to Mums in an hour and she smokes so will need to stay strong! Think i need caffeine more than anything as I have my review with my boss at 2 and we are doing it over skype. Much makeup needed to disguise the bags!
Thanks for reading, I feel like I am rambling on here but it really is helping.
Hope everyone is having a good day x