Well I am now at the end of day 5 Not smoking but I have mixed feelings in one sense I cant believe I haven't smoked for 5 days in another im disappointed as to get here on day 3 I caved in to Nrt and let nicotine back into my body, its a strange bag of emotions and does spoil my quit a bit makes me happy and sad all at once..
Pointless post and I will live to fight another day and evict nicotine, but as a WAHM who smoked almost 24/7 I still look at my garden with longing at times, for the peace that I had when I went out for my cancer stick....seriously peace?? Funny how you look back and wonder how you took pleasure in poisoning yourself for over 26 years I did that.
Anyhow enough of a ramble just had to share my mixed emotions so I can put them to bed and out my head before I persuade myself I've failed again. Silly shellymummy still lacks confidence to stand and shout but I will im getting louder and I will stand at the top one day .