Scaredy cat

[Incy_Wincy]

That's me. Scaredy Cat.

This is so silly, I know I can do this quit-thing, I know I'm prepared for cravings to hit me, and I know how to handle them when they do.

And yet, I'm terrified. Tonight is the first rehearsal for a show I'm taking part in, and it'll be the first time at rehearsals/the theatre without popping out for a fag-break. I don't know if anyone who's actually involved in this show even smokes. I just know that this is going to be tougher than any day so far, and suddenly I'm self-doubting. I can do this, right? Talk about being a total wally - I'm not craving, just panicking about potential craves. That doesn't even make any sense and I'm an idiot! My feelings summed up in emoticons : :mad::o:(:eek::confused:

Right, brew, walk the dog, pull self together, GO!

[nsd_user663_63724]

you can do it darl!!! once you're there you will be wondering what you were worried about or you will be so busy you will forget you were worried in first place!!!! have fun!!!! xx

[Incy_Wincy in reply to nsd_user663_63724]

You're so right - that's exactly what happened! First one and then the other You're a genius alleycat x

[nsd_user663_63724]

Brilliant hun!! Glad you had a good night! Xx

[nsd_user663_63114]

if you're comng to Essex to perform let me know! we could have cake.......... x

[Incy_Wincy in reply to nsd_user663_63114]

If only we were pro enough to tour! Mmmm, cake... x