Hey folks. So im happy I have made it to day 10, was kind of thinking boy that was quick! but I feel like im getting no where! I find myself reaching for the spray every 15 minutes these last few days! I dont know why tbh I guess its frustration.
The demon is starting to talk a little louder as well. 'your going to get fat and for what to feel miserable you miss me!?' I have to shut him up straight away though, if I think about what he says its not good.
The spray needs to go. It really does. I think its making things worse rather than better now to be honest. Im using it but its just not satisfying me anymore. Its like im in chronic withdrawal which just has a tiny edge taken off.
I REALLY want to do this. I dont see how smoking helps me any shape or from anymore. The illusions are done, I know its all addict talk. That quick fix mentality is slowly dying because nothing worth doing happens in an instant.
Rant over. :mad: lol