I'm still here, hanging in there! I finally got technology back on my side but I took a little break forum wise as I felt it made me think about it a bit more but I've not abandoned this place there's no way if have got this far without you all and I'm so grateful for the support.
The last few weeks have been fantastic, we went to NYC which was just incredible, I spent all my fag money in Macys which was soooo much fun! At the moment I'm preparing for a couple of competitions so work is keeping me very busy... Even though I'm not actually making any money at the moment lol!
It's funny because before we went I was fine for weeks cravings wise but since we've been home I've been craving lots. I'm trying to change my diet and lose some weight so with all the good stuff I'm eating I should be feeling great but I'm finding this week hard. Still going with the champix but I lowered my dosage to one a day a couple of weeks ago to stop the nausea. I'm not giving in. My longest quit previously was 2 months and I sort of went a bit mad and just caved at that point so maybe I'm approaching that again. Is thus point particular hard for anyone else? Must stay strong!!
How is everyone else getting on?