And the madness has subsided.
I feel so much calmer having the tank thingy to turn to if I get too stressed out. Ive dropped the mini tabs as Ive got the tank and Ive been looking on the net to see how many cigs equals the fluid. It seems that a full tank is about 20 cigs, so Ive filled the tank up once and haven't even used a quarter of it yet Im pleased with that.
Im also not getting the tar and rubbish that comes with a real one and Im not losing my temper.
Hopefully life will get back to normal now.
Im counting how many times I have to use the tank and Im going to cut down the nicotine strength every month.
At the end of the day Im not smoking real cigs and Im looking at the tank as nrt, and I don't care if people think Im cheating because Im no more cheating than someone using nrt.
Onwards and upwards from now on I hope.