After 5+ weeks, a miracle for me, I bought a 10-pack today and I'm half way through it. The stench is vile, I have a raging headache and a dry mouth. This lapse was all to do with the psychology of smoking and nothing to do with cravings. Felt I was being held back from promotion at work by sexism (a constant frustration in my workplace) and this was my way of sticking two fingers up at the world. There's got to be something totally stupid and screwed about punishing myself and wanting to be the f**k you rebel again. Think I'll go and mull over that one. Anyone relate?