Hey guys, i'm christmas_tree.
In so many ways i really don't know what i'm doing here. I love to smoke. I won't lie. I'm 16 I started on Stoptober (which is ironic within itself), but my birthday is tomorrow and i don't want to smoke so frequenty. I smoke at school and stand outside and smoke everyday 3 times. I usually smoke 5-6, either Marlboro red or hand-rolled Golden Virginia. I use plain filers and Menthol - but sometimes cherry if i pick up some crappy Amber Leaf.
I think it's time to cut back. A place i would be happy with is if i smoked 3 times a week. Currently i smoke 30-40 a week. I'd also like to stop smoking within school, as it occupies time and - although i like the fruity smell - it's evident nobody else does and i don't want my parents to find out because i'll probably be in a position where i lose respect.
Anyway, i'd love some support and "yeah 3 a week is a good place to be" comments :')