Right this has got to be the hardest day yet and I really can’t see me lasting the weekend, f@ck sake!
How do people do this? It’s so much harder than I imagined and doesn’t seem to be getting any easier.
I don’t want to smoke, but can’t go on like this for much longer, I am so tetchy and feel constantly stressed and drained of fighting the urge to smoke.
Day 11 does feel like an achievement – an achievement of feeling like crap for 11 days!!
Last night was the same, I couldn’t sleep, so got up, got dressed, put on my jacket, walked out the door and started heading for the 24hr Tesco, 1:20am and I wanted 20 cigs!
I didn’t make it to Tesco - didn’t buy fags and didn’t smoke - which means I must want to do this.
Here’s to a sh!t weekend.