Had a bit of a tough night last night.....not mega strong cravings...but cigs were playing on my mind ALOT. I had a good day in work and ive gotten into this realllly bad habbit of if i have a good day im like takeaway and wine tonight as a treat!!! So i stuffed my face and drank a bottle of wine. Cigs cigs cigs....i could really go one, could i be a social smoker....what would one be like now, im eating like a pig, if i started smoking id not be eating so much. This was my thought chain!
But i got through it. I really need to stay off the wine as it soooooo weakens me. But what to do eh! I do enjoy a glass of wine especially at the weekends.
My pals asking me to go out tonight, and i really want to see her and have a catch up. But i know theres such a big chance that ill smoke. Am i strong enough...this is where i always fail...but i suppose i need to face this at some point??????
Good luck all. Pretty pleased im in double figures......