Morning peeps, day 3 is here and I’m rather confused as to why I’m feeling so dam good I mean I’m always so happy by nature and never let things get me down no matter how bad but the last 2 days has been tuff and I have not felt my 100% self!!!! I expected to be put in a dark place for a week or two but, nope!, I woke up this morning, after a fantastic night’s sleep, had no headache, no slight breathing issues, no pains in my upper back ( on left side which I think was resulting from heavy smoker to be honest ) and I had no morning breath ( result ) NO thoughts on wanting a cig, my only thought was “ I want my Weetabix with banana and blueberry’s & a cup of tea! I had to go pick my partner up from Gatwick airport at 8am so getting up at 6.30am to do a 60 mile round trip, music blaring, singing away is unheard of for me at that time in the morning.. What is going on!
My partner is a smoker so when he gets in car, the smell was strong and of course since he just worked a 11 hour flight from Mexico the first thing he does is light up and you know what ? i never even flinched, no thoughts of me having one, no temptations nothing, not that in itself felt amazing!!! the 50 min drive home he lit a further 2 again nothing, got home to what has been a smoke free zone since Saturday ( flat smells amazing ) he lights up in kitchen and I even sat in my usual spot on the kitchen counter sipping my tea while he fills me in on his flight whilst puffing away again NOTHING!!!
I'm a bit wary of feeling this good so soon as i thought these were meant to be hard days. I am not so sure if it’s the Champix or the fact i am really just so happy not to smoke myself. I want every morning to feel like this!!! my mind just feels so clear ?? am I delusional and at some point today tomorrow I’m all of a sudden going to be knocked down ?