Hi guys.. i've reached the point where i physically just don't want to smoke
I dont want that feeling anymore..
However this means dealing with the depression which has taken a dramatic turn for the worse as today my boss from the salon text me saying that she'd found someone more qualified for me so she won't employ me (as had been planned) for my apprenticeship
I'm heart broken.. i've been working there voluntary since october.. i've tried really hard despite struggling with low confidence
Now i find this out, i'm so upset i can't stop crying
But still no smoking i guess..