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[nsd_user663_42763]

Hi guys.. i've reached the point where i physically just don't want to smoke

I dont want that feeling anymore..

However this means dealing with the depression which has taken a dramatic turn for the worse as today my boss from the salon text me saying that she'd found someone more qualified for me so she won't employ me (as had been planned) for my apprenticeship

I'm heart broken.. i've been working there voluntary since october.. i've tried really hard despite struggling with low confidence

Now i find this out, i'm so upset i can't stop crying

But still no smoking i guess..

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[nsd_user663_44684]

Poor you What a shame about the job, that's real unfair of your boss... Depression is a horrible thing, i've suffered with it for a long time & it has always got in the way of my quits in the past & made me cave in :mad: but this time i'm not letting it drag me back, i've realised that smoking makes me feel even more depressed than I was to start with!!

I'm on day 11 now & still have the odd moment when i hate everyone & just want to cry (think that's just me though :D) but overall I'm doing well...

Sounds like you've reached the point where you've had enough of smoking & this time you're feeling the quit rather than just doing it, you can do this

Denise x

[nsd_user663_48073]

I hope that you are doing alright SS. If you can make it through a day like today, imagine how easy every other day will be... You know that you can keep it together. You made a great choice in venting on here, even if I can't make you feel better, at least I know that someone out there will have the right words to say (I am after all, an engineer:o).

today my boss from the salon text me saying that she'd found someone more qualified for me so she won't employ me

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I can't believe that someone could use text messaging to convey this type of information. Your boss should be ashamed for a) not hiring you, and, b) being such a ****!!!

[nsd_user663_42763]

I hope that you are doing alright SS. If you can make it through a day like today, imagine how easy every other day will be... You know that you can keep it together. You made a great choice in venting on here, even if I can't make you feel better, at least I know that someone out there will have the right words to say (I am after all, an engineer:o).

I can't believe that someone could use text messaging to convey this type of information. Your boss should be ashamed for a) not hiring you, and, b) being such a ****!!!

Here here!! Thank you for sharing my anger haha.. she contacted my college before telling me! How rude <3

[nsd_user663_18145]

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That is really rude of her to let you know by text

Sorry to read your having a bad time SS being a fellow sufferer of depression i can relate

Just remember that there is always someone here to help

sending you ((virtual hugs))

Carol x

[nsd_user663_49196]

Chin up, you don't want to work for someone like that, there are better people and better jobs out there.

Well done for not turning to the smokes at a time like this

[nsd_user663_48470]

That is really rude of her to let you know by text

More than that - it is cowardly :mad:

Anyway, having an apprenticeship would be nice and all... but think how much more positive you will be seeking a newer and better position - as a none-smoker

[nsd_user663_40088]

hey really sorry to hear about your job thats tough and i know how that feels just remember that even if you had a cigerette that wouldnt get you the job back, so it would be a pointless action.

tomorrow you will feel better and look for something new

good luck xxxx