Hello! I didn't know this forum existed or I'd have been along sooner. I had my last cigarette (well, roll-up) on Sunday and have been smoke free since Monday.
I'd love to tell you that I feel great but actually what I've done mostly is lie in bed and cry! This is actually my second attempt this year, as my attempt in April ended after everyone in the house told me that it clearly wasn't the right time - again all I did was cry or snap at people.
So far I have told a CLIENT that I can't talk to her about her website as it is crap and is upsetting me too much (ooooooops!!!), and just earlier told my good-for-nothing useless disgusting awful horrible HORRIBLE husband that we're not in love any more. (Ooooops. Usually I think he's just a little bit of a git!)
So! Insanely depressed and lying in bed wishing everyone would stub their toes because they all deserve it, but at least I haven't smoked!