Decided that I'm going to quit smoking for the nth time again but praying that this one will be the final time There are so many reasons I want to quit but I couldn't possibly list them all here aha but I'll give you a bit of info
Wanted to quit since I first got addicted back in 2010 but I've simply just not been able to do it. Tried most the medication out there, apart from Champix and that other similar one, but didn't work for me so the only way for me is cold turkey! Not really keen on the idea of Champix anyway, any drug that does stuff to your brain and hasn't been out for a while scares me a bit aha.
The main worry is that for a while I've been suffering from a lot of depression and anxiety for a long time which will make it even harder. It used to affect me everyday but these days it is something that only really occurs every other day or even less. Smoking used to make it better in a way and from past experience cessation always brings low feelings too but I feel strong enough to cope with them, at least today I do anyway hehe.
Just had my last cigarette which was at 12pm, I normally quit at midnight and try to make it so that its a new start the next day but that never seems to work, withdrawals like tiredness etc. come at the wrong time for me so I'm hoping doing it later in the day will make those withdrawals come later in the day like when I'm about to go to sleep
One burning question I have to ask you all is a certain withdrawal I get when I quit, I've not heard of anyone suffering the same thing. But when I quit and its about 2 days in I start to get the feeling like something is compressing my brain and my stomach ties itself in knots, does anyone else get this? I find that's when I give up giving up because its literally pain to me.
But alas withdrawals... come at me bro, I'm ready