Not really sure where to post now. I have just reached 4 weeks but it won't be a month until 19th. There doesn't seem to be a space for me at the minute.
Which is pretty much how I'm feeling in general!!
I am so pleased at how I've done and I 100% do not want to smoke, but I do still feel that there is that something missing.
I had an awful day yesterday. Screamed at everyone. Fell out with the OH, mainly because of my dreadful behaviour. At times I sooo could have joined him at the bottom of the garden with a cigarette but when I watched from the window, it was the LAST thing I really wanted to do. I tried to imagine the feel and the taste and to be honest it made me feel sick.
So why then do I feel like I do?! Grr. If you could bottle up how all of this feels and give every child a small dose right before they reach their teens, smoking would be wiped out in a flash. Who in their right minds would want to endure feeling like this?
Sorry - one big moan today