After last week's major upset (ahem) and a chat with a few friends I've returned.
I got so upset last week I very nearly caved. I went to a friend's house (a smoker) and said I couldn't take it anymore and wanted a cig. She was brilliant and explained why she was proud of me and how my quitting was inspiring her and her husband to give it a go too. Fortunately, my moment of weakness hasn't put her off thinking about it and she actually said it was good to know that moments like that are normal for most people. But it's easy to use upset/stress as an excuse to let the demon back in.
Anyway, I didn't cave in and am now on day 20. Tomorrow my weekly bank input will take my money saved account up to £270.
Thank you to everyone who PMd me, your kind words were much appreciated and I hope I'll be able to do the same for all of you someday. In the meantime, I'll just be ignoring the posts of people who get me wound up.