I just feel so Meh. I just can't be bothered with anything.
Stopping smoking has been getting on my nerves for the last couple of days an I keep thinking 'I just can't be bothered with this anymore I may as well smoke' because I can't be bothered not too. Does that make any sense??
I'm not going to smoke. I have come too far for that but just just need my vavavoom back. I feel so lazy, all I want to do is eat and i'm not even hungery. Dont' know when the last time I was actually hungry was.
Think I need to get off my butt and get my excercise bike out and build some energy back up.
And i'm forgetful. My MOT is due next week and I forgot. I don't think I would have remembered had my friend not mentioned today hers being due in dec. Got to rush around getting it done this weekend now and pray it passes and have messed up my weekend plans cos of this.
I NEVER forget anything. I am Miss Blooming Organised, can't believe I forgot something as important as that.
Right, gonna shut up now or am going to go on a real moaning session (like I haven't already)