Well today i should be on day 14 of the quit.......but no i'm back to day 1......
How come the first sign of a bit of life drama is it that i hop myself into the car straight to the nearest tobacco selling establishment and without hesitation calmly and politely ( baring in mind inside I am raging) ask the nice gentleman behind the counter for 20 silk cut purple. As soon as I get outside the shop I am trying to unwrap them as fast as I physically can light up and instantly feeingl like it has resolved the drama, when in fact it hasn't the problem is still there when i get home!!!!!
I don't get it......now i have looked at it in a non rage filled light......how can i go from being calm enough to ask for them politely......and behave like a normal human being then as soon as i leave i'm like some form of thing possessed trying to get into the packet!!!
I think i should bar myself from any shop that sell ciggies within a 20 mile radius or hope in vain that some nice gentleman behind the counter asks me for ID and because i don't carry photo ID refuses to serve me ( now that isn't likely to happen but there was always a small hope!!;))
Anyway thats my weekend events........ Hope you all had a more successful one and enjoyed the brilliant weather