Test one

[nsd_user663_4453]

I posted this in the New years revolutions but thought i would post it here aswell to let you all know how im getting on and ive added a little more

Day 16 for me and last night was my first challenge because i went to a house party and first time i had some beers since i quit and wow i drank a hell of alot lol.

I was totaly shocked when i got to the party because most of them was smokers i could see the smoke the minute i walked in the house, it was that bad.

But i did not smoke and was not tempted to smoke i just saw the cigarette for what it really was, just constant nicotine leaving the body all the time.

I know now that its not habit its an addiction. My friend which came with me packed up also but he started smoking after a few beers.It was a good night but now im paying the price very hungover and just plan to stay in bed all day lol.But really glad i past the first real test and i will keep my gaurd up at all times ready for the next one. I seem to have the confidence and determination at the moment but i know how easy it is to have a bad day and just loose all that and then forget why i quit.Then golllums (the nicotine monster) talking to you even more and his sugestions to have a cigarette sounds like a good idea!:eek:

How is everyone?

lee x

[nsd_user663_7254]

Oh well done Lee, that was an enormous hurdle to cross and you DID IT!!!!!!, Fanastic!!!!!

I'm sure you hangover would have been far worse if you had been smoking, plus you would have been smoking with the hangover today, which as a non smoker now I can fully understand my hubby saying why do it when you feel rough?, but it's like you say an addiction.

Top of the class for you.

Shazie.x

[nsd_user663_3728]

Hi Lee

16 days well done and also well done getting pasr that hurdle that's great huge Hug on its way for you

Sorry you feel rough because of a hang over but YAY you're still smoke free

Love

Marg xx

[nsd_user663_1733]

Hi Lee

Well done mate that great bet you feel very proud of yourself this morning. Hope the hangover is a little better now but just think how you would feel if you caved. Bet your mate is double gutted today. Good for you Lee.xxxx

[nsd_user663_4453]

Thanks marg,shaz and linda feeling abit better but very tired will sure sleep well tonight

My friend is not feeling guilty, i dont think hes ready to quit just yet but i know he will do it once he gets his mind focused.

Well done everyone keep up the good work

Sends positive vibes to everyone ~~~~

lee x