So, let's see, I smoked my last cig around midnight last night. Today is day one, its been 14 hours since I have had a cigarette. I sit here finding myself looking for excuses to stop this "stop smoking" thing. I can't seem to concentrate, and can't seem to quit thinking about anything BUT having a cig. I have been taking Chantix for 8 days now, and it doesn't seem to be helping me at all, other then upsetting my stomach. Where's the miracle drug that just makes me stop and "POOF" I am a non-smoker.
Anyway, every minute seems like an argument with myself. The good self says stay smoke free, you will be healthier, your house and clothes smell better, you will feel better and save money. The bad self says "the hell with this go have a cigarette cause its something I truly love to do...why be miserable."
So far, I am staying strong. Feeling a little down in the dumps too. I guess I came on here to take my mind off things, and maybe find a little encouragement or help. If nothing else, to let things out. I want to be a NON-SMOKER more then anything in the world, but day one sucks so far, really bad.