ok so i have come out of lurkdom im on day 3 now and today has been a bit bad, flew completely off the handle at hubby and was shouting my mouth of like a banshee....not good when you have a toddler (even though she thought it funny) The remote also got thrown
Anyway i have been lurking since yesterday and have had the odd gum to keep me going. I gave up last time for 6 months new years day and started again because i thought that i could just have one, then 2, then 3, then 4, then more!
I have felt so crap over the last 6 months of smoking again, with no energy and feeling lazy, just horrible.
i realy hope tommorow will be ok, i feel like i want a ciggie...well a rollie...and am looking for excuses to have one even though i know im not.....does that make sense??