yesterday, all in all, wasn't as bad as i thought it would be. there where a few times that i could have killed somebody for a fag, but thanks to a few people on here and a bit of determination i got through!!!
today, however, seems destined to be bad from the start. i have had a maximum of 2 hours sleep and have now given up trying to sleep and come downstairs. i am already really in need of a smoke and am thinking of waking the kids up just to take my mind off things!!!
is anybody online at the moment who can offer some words of advice because i can't think of anything.