hi all im back, had a okay kind of holiday wasnt quite a relax infact it was a bit of a stress with the 2 younguns but a break away..............well im here still on quit, almost lapsed quite a few times in this week. & everytime i get to the lowest point i just remind myself that i cant afford it & buy myself something instead, every other reason goes out the window but that one ( the cost) & it works so a good thing
Today im okay though, i feel kind of happy i dont smoke anymore although a whiff of someone smoking nearby is nice sometimes....
i cant believe ive gone this far, it is so difficult at times & the further on in the quit the new enthusiasm like in the very beggining kind of fades but i will do this now its got to be forever coz i dont think i can get the strength to do it all over again xx thanks for listening x
