Well after being King Confident over the past few weeks .Today I had my first feeling of weakness.. It wasnt strong or particularly bad but was enough to make me see that I will have to keep my guard up for a while yet.
I let myself brood for too long over feeling like smoking ( the feeling is lifting as I sit here typing this) to the point where I believe it had turned into my first 'craving'.. Usually in the past i would have dismissed any similar feeling straight away before it had the time to fester.. Perhaps its been because Ive just finished a series of night shifts , or perhaps its the tiredness who knows. One things for sure though being able to come here to let it out is a saving grace..
Thanks for that..
P.S week four in a few days ... then it will be a month....I can't wait..