I know I should be happy but dont know what is wrong with me today, came on here and read post and everyone seems to be doing fine. Me I just keep crying I am sick of feeling like this. I DONT want to smoke and know it wont help. Sorted Mum out this morning and was suppossed to come back shower before I went back again but all i want to do is sit and cry. My eyes look awful how am I suppossed to go out the house looking like this. I HATE FAGS WHY DID THEY DO THIS TO ME!!!!!!!!