went out friday afternoon for a drink or 5 with a few people from work...ended up getting quite drunk!
had a really bad time of the quit though which shocked me being that i have already done a drunken night and i was fine.
kept thinking why am i depriving myself of something i enjoy, then was thinking but you dont enjoy it, yes i did, no i didnt etc etc..
then was thinking oh maybe just a few will be ok whilst im having a drink, and i was sat there jealously watching one of the others go out having them all night....
i am pleased to say that despite all of the above i did not smoke but mainly due to my hubby picking me up and me leaving by 8pm. i dread to think what may have been if id got more drunk and stayed out late
im really disappointed in myself and a bit gutted that this happened as i thought i had my head sorted - obviously not
weird thing was i went out saturday night with some friends and got even more drunk AND spent half the night outside with them whilst they were smoking and i was totally fine. did get some cravings but was not anywhere near giving in and having one like i was friday night
so weekend was a bit crap on the smoking front. hope everyone else was better x