ok this scared me
tonight i have been accused of cheating in my accounts exam last week.
some stupid pathetic sad arse with no life tried to accuse me and my friend of cheating by copying each other and complained to our course tutor. of course we were NOT cheating and our papers reflected that, neverless, as im sure you understand i was FUMING by even being asked about it!!!!
all i sat there there thinking when i was getting angrier and angrier was "i need a fag, i need a fag" and i couldnt get rid of the thought!!! whilst in the room with the tutor going on about it, there was no voice saying no you dont.
luckily i managed to reason with myself once i had left the room and ranted to my friend aka fellow accused
still fuming now and fuming that the stuation bought about those thoughts. i KNOW i dont want one, and i KNOW it wouldnt have helped but why was i so set on thinking i needed one?? bloody damn nicotine monster
no im sad and angry for being accused and sad and angry that the little monsters voice was so loud