Mornin everyone, yes I am awake at crap o'clock when I should be sleeping!
I'm up at this hour because I was drinking last night :o. Got ridiculously drunk but at the end it was
Drinks: about 10
Didn't want to smoke, didn't think about cigarettes other than to think 'Thank God I don't have to do that anymore!'
I watched the smokers obligingly go outside, stand on the street in the freezing cold and stand huddled round smelly ashtrays. I can't believe I used to do that. To all the smokers there last night who smoke for enjoyment, it didn't look like you were enjoying it very much from where I was sitting.............
I sat in the same seat all night, usually (when I smoked) it was musical chairs and the social side of it disrupted my smoking. I can't remember a night i've enjoyed like that in a very long time because I wasn't despising myself for chain smoking and damaging the liver at the same time.
I have a killer headache now, but my hair smells of shampoo instead of smoke and my chest doesn't hurt from smoking 40 cigarettes in an evening.
Feeling proud of myself I LOVE BEING A NON SMOKER!!
Thought i'd come in and say that, I haven't been around much for a few days, had loads to do but pleased everyone is still doing well.
Have a nice weekend, i'm going back to bed :eek: