I'v just spent 2 days at my mums, shes a smoker and insists on smoking whilst im in the same room which didnt bother me that much until this morning, i found myself wanting a cigarette, also my chest felt very tight today like it used to when i smoked ,i think that breathing in that smoke could trigger off my addiction. i feel a bit petty when i mention it to her she gets all defensive and saying things like do i expect her to smoke outside. i feel like im letting myself down by allowing this. shes very ill and fragile at the moment and i feel a bit emotionally blackmailed. i dont want to start smoking again but also dont want to rock the boat ,for some reason i feel im being a twat if i dont accept breathing in her smoke. she smoked 16 cigarettes yesterday and i breathed it in too, am i asking too much by asking her tosmoke outside, its not really practical for me to go into another room because then what would be the point of being there. does anyone else think i could get addicted again in this way. im seriously thinking of staying away as i feel a bit disrespected.