ok after all thats happened today, i phoned my mum to have a rant, not thinking she would be able to help and her advice has sorted it for me!!!
ok not totally sorted (it was a huge problem!!!!!) but we have a plan so as long as my fiance sticks to his part of the bargain, things should start to get a little rosier in the next couple of months. I can look ahead now rather than thinking all is lost.
So to all the mums out there, especially mine, you truely are angels!!!!!! x x x x
I LOVE MY MUMMY!!!!!!!