Dammmmmmmmmit

[nsd_user663_2336]

i had a cigarette :mad: Im so annoyed at myself...i found one in a drawer..and had it..now i feel so stupid...i don't even know why i had it..i was barely even craving one...dammit dammit dammit :mad: so much for being chuffed on day 3....

[nsd_user663_2]

Its ok, just keep going and don't have anymore!

[nsd_user663_1704]

Oooops lol I just replied to your day3 post

Hey s**t happens, brush yourself and carry on x x

Onwards and upwards!!

Wasn't worth it to feel like this! and now you know x x

~Buffy x x

[nsd_user663_2336]

I'll try...I just feel like such an idiot..one hour after posting my chuffed third day thread and i friggin go and have one gutted...I don't want to have anymore..i really don't..I'm going to go stick a patch on now and forget it ever happened hahaha

[nsd_user663_1704]

Thats the spirit Fiona

*hugs*

~Buffy x x

[nsd_user663_2336]

thanks buffy x x

onwards and upwards i say hahaha