Just toast and tea. Cereal with ice cold milk. Full English. I have some steak I didn't have last night so steak and steak and eggs. Smoked salmon and toast. Bacon buttie.
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My kids have just destroyed the serenity of my sitting room - oh well another day roles on.
I just remembered that my friend Claire has invited me to do a parachute jump with her soon which I will do for the National Autistic Society. I can't wait!!
I was just looking at the blue sky and thinking it would be lovley to be flying around up there - and then I remembered the parachute jump - so hopefully some point soon I will be.
I feel a bit of an adrenalin junkie at the moment - that I need to go and do some mad things - like those guys who jump off the roofs of buildings etc. So a prachute jump will hopefully satisfy the need for fear and excitement right to the edge....
Day 17 and the last few days have been so stressful with the smokes. Managed to resist temptation several times but finding it hard. Got my music on cos it's the only thing I find helps me. I'm so tired as well and still continue to sleep badly at night which I am sure doesn't help. But there is a feeling inside that says what's the point - it's all too hard - but i don't want to do days 1 - 16 again and that thought is awful. Ooooo I hate this.
Come on honey, I bet that feeling has gone by now? Get the scissor sisters out again and put it on full blast! You can't give in now! We need you..........
She probably can't hear me Westy, what with the scissor sisters playing at full blast and her jumping around like an idiot! You know what she's like!.......
How did you know I had the Scissor Sisters on??? Cos I did - at times like this there is only one place to go and that is to the Scissor Sisters and Boogy on Down!!!
Yes I am busy at the moment - I am sorting all the court papers out and hosptial letters and reports. The kids have been very good today and are just chilling watching a movie so i thought I would take the time to catch up on all the horrible paperwork.
Listening to a bit of Justin Timberlake - Ohhhh He's a Sexy Back!!
how are you today sweetie. Hope you are having a good day.
I am fine thanks, just had to dissapear for a minute and check my bank statement out!
Glad your feeling a bit better now, had visions of you practicing your parachute jump out of the bedroom window onto your trampoline! You are soooooo mad sometimes!
That's a good idea - I didn't think of that one!!!!!! It sounds so mad but I just have this mad compulsion to either just run down the road jumping about - or jumping over the roofs like those guys do - but I think I'd have to have a body transplant to do that cos mine would probably be like Wilde E Coyote and stop in mid air and I'd be waving bye bye!!! Anyway since i told my 3 friends that there is a new Poppy in town who is going to go out (they all passed out when i told them this cos they've been nagging me for years) it has spived my head a bit and i just feel really full of energy and need some outlet - somewhere!!! Bedroom window and trampoline sounds good.
Have you had a good day today?? Done anything exciting??
Ooo cool nice clean and quiet then. My house looks like a bomb again having spent all morning sorting it etc. But that's kiddies for you.
I really hope we will be able to organise the christmas doo - it would be just the best. i have already said i am definatley going come what may - that is that!!! And for the first time ever my little one said I think you should do something for you mummy because all you do is look after us. So that was lovely.
Jessi is back in school on Tuesday so frantically sewing name tapes as well and pricking thumbs everywhere - don't you just hate that job. Tried the iron on ones and they come off when i iron them next time. It's probably me doing
something wrong but at least with sewing once it's on it's on.
I don't know if you'll pick this up. How are you babes? I hopes you are well and having a nice night. Are you around tomorrow? Cos I was wondering if I could PM you about something if that is ok??
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