Sisters and Brothers of the elapsing Remitting ms (RRms) world. YOU may be a NEWBIE new to this ms world or an old hand. I might recommend Stoicism as a way to coming to terms with your situation. It is an ancient Greek philosophy. It will not cure YOU but studying it might make the trails tribulations that YOU will face along this ms journey easier. Look it up online, I like a chap called Ryan Holliday. He is my preference but I'm sure there are others.
This is your life, find the tools that will your journey easier.
Royce