What a gas!

[Fattius]

For all these inspirational words on this forum there sure are some challengers! Just because an individual uses big words and lengthy ways to chastise others, these methods often fail to stress their points! If some ones knickers are their aim then they have dove in rear first. Just kills me how I can see a smart ass when their words are shrouded in self preservation. The only way one can truly offer advice is if they can let go the embrace they have on themselves. I become complacent in this fact. Pills keep a lot of us going for what ever reason even if another is in a apparently happy healthy place. To not push religious beliefs, sexual preferences, self preservation, or whateverthe case may be, advice with a one sided, smart ass overtone is the aim a "fly on the wall" awaits movement to get out of dodge. Easy to get the right minds to agree with a one-sided argument when they only have one person in the room speaking. I am in the middle of a relapse but am well enough to put my waders on! Cuz a lot of the time the shit gets deep. I love these moments of clarity. As I tell my teens, " All you have to do is shut up and listen and a person will tell you everything you need to know"! A few months of being that fly now and I have realized how deep this shit really is!😂 Gotta love it cause you ain't gotta choice. Feel like I am back in kindergarten but damn this is a hell of a lot easier than I would of imagined. Gotta love it but again, listen to what makes since and not those "you'll get em tiger" speeches.

[rjoneslaw]

Ur point was well made.

It’s now up to the reader to decide how they will process that info

As for ur relapse I hope ur out on the other side and be able to push forward and not let it get u down

[Fattius in reply to rjoneslaw]

Sounds like you were trying to decide 4 them again.

[rjoneslaw in reply to Fattius]

No I’m not it’s their decision not mine. They must choose for themselves

[pamgarner]

"you'll get them tiger" has a pinch of hope in it even if you (us) feel like garbage,and that is quite a bit for me.I do what I can and look for hope, faith, encouragement in all 4 corners of the earth some days.believe me when I say i have to be the most pessimist person I know.so very tired of all of this ms.thing.I have been on this page and screamed and cried why the hell me?but it is what it is.so then comes acceptance and another day that I hope will be better and it is maybe just a "pinch"I do hold on to ,every day is different and most days it is.

[Fattius in reply to pamgarner]

I understand, I really do, it's the fact that someone believes my words will take the piss out of an adults journey and replace it with vinegar so to speak! I write because I can and I'm able! However juvenile my words may be, they are mine and hopefully others can see how monstrously they aren't. I get over it quick but no problem with rising to the occasion when it comes to chastising and or condescending remarks. I actually love the haters. 😉 I've been a hard working grownass man till I can't n e more. It's ok if others don't understand/care because my words dont fit into certain naritives. Thats where my defensive dgaf comes in. Understood isn't what I aim for, but if I'm a realist then maybe my words and art of self reliance may teach someone something. Real is what I aim for, not take unnecessary advice! IDC because I can and will not, when I guess it's not part of my moral compass! Srry if that seems cruel and misleading but wait till i care and you'll die from old age lol.......

[Fattius in reply to Fattius]

19 years of condescending neglect makes your skin steel jelly.