Hi, I have been very preoccupied and troubled whether to go for my therapy session this Saturday. I am doing ERP therapy but lately in my sessions I think we end up focusing on the obsessions, which makes it worse after. So I could be doing okay for the week, but after going to therapy, these obsessions come out even more which makes me feel worse.
Ideally I should raise this concern with my therapist next session, but I am utterly afraid of attending my upcoming session for fear of triggering these obsessions. What should I do? I broke down at work today because I felt so overwhelmed by the question of whether to go or not to go. I couldn't focus on my work at all. I can't make a decision. I obsess over this the whole day