So this week is a big week in my family, my BABY sister gets married. Baby being 29, my other sister(32) has been married for 10 years in August. I feel like I have been sitting waiting for my life to start; instead of a husband and babies, I got PV.
I don't do feeling sorry for myself, I won't allow my illness to dictate how I feel or ruin any of my days that shoud essentially be good, but today is not a day I can focus on 'normal'
I am only 33 and I've had enough. Today is not a good day - thank god for waterproof mascara!! :-|