Sad and hurting

[Vetnurseevans]

This is my first post. I had a tumor at 21 which took away my ability to conceive everytime someone announces a pregnancy or a baby is born my heart sinks but yesterday my little sister had her first baby and today I've fallen apart I've spent the day in bed sobbing and my whole body physically hurts. My partner already had children and grandchildren when we met and is not very supportive today's he's just ignored me. How do people cope and move on? I thought it would get easier but it's getting harder everytime