I am 38 years old, single women who lives with my cat. Not the scenario I wanted my life to be. I have spent the easter weekend trying to put on a brave face for the world because I am crippled by grief for the child I wont have. I actually feel physical pain and the ache of wanting to care for something and nurture a baby. I feel such a failure, and living the life I don't want to lead. I am not an ambitious person and have never placed my career before a family, it has just never happened for me. I have never met the person for me to have a baby with. I feel like I have gone 10 rounds with Mike Tyson, I feel bruised and battered. Any advice would be most appreciated. Jen
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