New to this but joined as I'm fed up of feeling alone and like nobody quite understands how I'm feeling. I've never used anything like this before but reading some of the kind and supportive posts on here made me want to give it a go. I am 29 and with recent diagnosis it's looking unlikely that I'll ever have children. Right now all of my friends are having children so it's making it additionally hard, trying to be pleased for them but at the same time feeling like I have a gaping hole in my heart that will never be filled. They have also all become slightly obsessive about their children, meaning they show limited sensitivity, understanding or even interest for that matter, about how I might be feeling. Ive started ranting so I'll bring it to a close 😊 Really just hoping to feel better knowing I'm not alone and that there are others who have got through this.