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I just can't do it anymore. Life and also just everything. I feel I have fucked up a lot of my life at only 20 with hearing loss. Additionally, I feel so frustrated with the world and feel like giving a big finger to this condition as its awful to live with. It should not have to be like this. Additionally, autism. I hate being passed down and looked upon each day for job opportunities etc. Bugger everything.

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Last year in August at t he Opticion I was found to have cataracts in both eyes and it was the beginning of regular checkups as my eyes became worse and worse, they also found two cists in both eyes and they were also causing black shadows in the edge of the eyes.

The problem was they had to wait for the cataracts to get worse and they took my eyes to near blindness. eventually they operated on the first bad eye and did the implant, the eye at the end of of the op was spot on on my eye next day, virtually spot on for distance and watching the television. Eventually they did the second eye and they let a student to do the operation made a mess as the inplant was not lying correctly, I could read books and my eyes were smashing, so I had eye drops for about two moths and pleased to say both eyes are settled and now my eyesite has seeminly returned to normal, in fact better than normal aand from being frightened I would loose my sight it is near on 20/20 vision.

I do not know the causing of your hearing loss, all I know hopefully they will give you the tools to give you hearinng, if possible

Life is hard especially when we begin to loose any of our senses and it is no good worrying, we need to play Life Cards we are dealt with. I also suffer congenital short term memory disorder that seems to be getting worse. Again, we do get problems caused by ill health,

I was retired due to a rare form of arthritus, in 1988, and now at seventy two I now understand a disability can be a real character builder, we have to deal with the cards we are delt with. I have traveled around the world and my disabilities may have restricted me, although not stopped me. Consider the positive things in life,

BOB