Missing My Child Gingervitis

[Charmerbluegirl]

Well it's been very tough for me, I really don't know what to do 🤷🏿‍♀️. Gingervitis is always on my mind, everywhere I turn reminds me of him. What am I suppose to do ? I don't wanna go out an stuff cause I feel as if I don't deserve the right. I never knew this would be so painful and then again losing his mom the next week too. My first baby Hadassah, she made me a kitty momma. I don't know what else to do. I'm recovering from recently falling ill due to taking on the situation with his passing but I dread I'm heading down that lane again. It's like I don't want to but the pain is just there. Don't know how to make it stop, how to turn my feelings off I just can't. He was my JOY and now he's gone I have no joy. Every time I'm on the couch I miss his love and affection. I know I have other cats but they don't love me like how Gingervitis love me. I made a promise to Ginge that I will take good care of his siblings. It's just so hard I feel as though my life is over as if I have nothing to live for. An that is a very horrible feeling, to feel empty. Gingervitis left his paw print on my heart and I miss him so much. I should have been there for him and I wasn't. I'm such a horrible cat mother.

[Roxylox]

I can feel your pain at losing your very special pet. I would feel just as sad if l lost my dog. Just like with humans though, that pain will ease with time, hugs

[Charmerbluegirl in reply to Roxylox]

Thanks So Much, It's Been Over A Month & I'm Still A Wreck 😣

[Hidden]

Pets are all like family, given that hey have a great effect on our moods and life in general and that can make us feel a great loss, that will possibly last for some time. All these feelings will last for some time. You became sad and that is normal give yourself time

How on earth did you give your Cat the name of Gingervitus,, Means a gum desease ???

BOB

[Charmerbluegirl in reply to Hidden]

Lol that's why the spelling is completely different, my Veterinarian mentioned it to me a while back. Hidden thanks so much you made my night.