i'm currently having a depressive episode
and i've just thrown up and cried my eyes out
but what i cherish about these raw moments of pain, is that it provides me with clarity - it doesn't always, sometimes i do end up feeling worse, but other times i get this sense of hope and clarity, which is what i'm experiencing today
i know that one day i will see all the beauty that life has to offer, i will experience happiness one day, i will be content with life
i will find love and have a beautiful family, and will be successful and hard-working
and even if it's just for a moment, at some point, everything will be okay
i hope you all realise that you will see the beautifulness of life, you will be okay, you will live to keep fighting and to make yourself proud
keep going