I want to disappear i want to die

My heart is shattered and i have no hope for future, all i am thinking is how i could end my life that has the least effect on people around me. When i am out i am always wishing for a car to run me over. Every bloody day i start it with crying what kind of living is this? I am stuck in a relationship that i wish i had never entered into. I am just sad and hopeless and sad

[Roxylox]

Please do talk to a person close to you. I was where you were 6 years ago and my family were the first step in helping me. I was unable to access your profile so your first person to help may be different. Please, please confide in someone. What you have at the moment is not going to last if you get good help, Reach out to someone, please

[Swiftor]

done it 15 years but lived 15 and felt the same. At the end relised some people not worth thinking or caring , why harm yourself because of them why not let the river flow and be numb. That's how i lived 15 years in similler stuck situation.

[Hidden]

Sorry you are going thru a lot. I know those feelings of suicide and they seem good but they are prompted by lack of hope, I know I have been there. Once you remove what is causing your pain, those feelings will vanish. You have mentioned that you are stuck in a relationship that is not good for you. Can you get out from it?

[LAAG]

Things can and will get better but you need to get help. You need to speak to your GP or call a helpline that has trained people on the end of the phone to help and guide you.

mind.org.uk/need-urgent-hel...

This website has lots of information and helplines. If you are feeling really bad and in crisis you can call 999 or go to A&E. They will have access to your local mental health team.