Chambers

[I_Hate_Me_2]

Feel so scared that I am going to be battling in silence and in the darkness and forever be trapped there. Battles come one by one and others many at a time. 😭

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Going through mental health problems is tough seek GP/ Doctors help will guide you to best psychiatrist

[I_Hate_Me_2 in reply to Hidden]

Thanks Indieabc. It sure is tough. More times much tougher than me. I’m under the MH team yet feel like I’m at a dead end path.

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Life is full of battles, it is all to do with learning throughout our lives, that is why we are here,

A Learning Experience. I am seventy now and I cannot understand how I got this far in life.

Sad to say I wonder if I am a poor learner and have a long way to go.

The World is not a bad place to learn on, very pretty in many places. Consider what is around you and consider how to make it that much better for you and your family. You do not need a lot of money to enjoy the positive around you

BOB

[I_Hate_Me_2 in reply to Hidden]

Thanks bob. It sure is full of battles yet if only we knew how many battles and wars we will have to fight through just to see another day. That day more than likely is another hard one.

Beauty in this world can be clouded over so easily with nothing by darkness which even with the stroke of a match isn’t bright enough to see.

Is there more good than bad in this life? I’ve some lovely people in my life who I treasure a whole lot. Yet feel not worthy of them.

I believe we never stop learning but I don’t know how to change from loosing battles to winning them and in turn win the internal battles and wars instead of being the wounded one.

[Hidden in reply to I_Hate_Me_2]

I am getting tired of all the backstabbing and associated knifes in the back, It would be nice to say at my time of life I am due for a holiday before I am supposed to travel to the next world of piece and light. As long as they give me a room overlooking the mountains or beach I will be happy.

Still taking my examinations though. i am now wondering if this is my last test ???

BOB