No More

[diamond47m]

I can Not take anymore, I want out of this life to go be with my husband in heaven. I'm tired of everything turning to crap. Ever since my husband died, i have lost so much, our house, his truck and a lot of friends, I get these things all the time saying you have been unfriended with a red face on Facebook. People don't care, people who were supposed to be family to us could care less if we live or die. Then to top it all off, the guy in CA who was suppose to finance this house for us is backing out, the house is a crap hole, needs a roof, heat, air, new electric and few other cheaper things, but I was willing to fix it a little at a time, now in 30 days we will be homeless. I've been looking but can not find anything in the area we need. Everything I do find is 700+ and no pets, not even outside. I can't get rid of my sweet golden retriever Dusty. It would literally kill me, but then again the only reason I stay on this Earth is my 2 grown kids and Dusty. I really don't know what to do

[Walco]

Please don’t give up diamond47m! Life can be pretty bloody crap sometimes, and it sounds like life has given you a few curveballs. Please reach out to someone you trust, and have a good talk about how you are feeling. Sending you lots of love and strength ❤️

[MAS_Nurse]

Hi diamond47m, I am sorry to hear things are still so difficult for you. As Walco has posted, please don't give up. You are not alone. Please continue to post on this forum for support and friendship and take comfort from your children and Dusty. I would love to see a photograph of Dusty and I am sure other members would too. He sounds very special. Have you spoken to your GP about how you are feeling? He/she will be able to help you and perhaps arrange for you to receive some bereavement counselling. If you are distressed and live in the UK, please call--

The Samaritans Freephone 116 123 [24 hour helpline] 7 days a week

They provide a listening ear.

If you live outside of the UK and are feeling distressed, please have a look at the Crisis Support Helplines on the pinned posts section of the screen.

Please stay on this supportive forum. We really care about you. Are there any members who can help and support diamond47m, please?

Thank you and best wishes.

[Cwoods]

Im so sorry you are going thru so much right now but dont loose hope God will never put more on us than we can bear there are better days ahead and things will get better just hang in there.