Hello Friday

[Suzie40]

How are you today? It's been a long week and I'm pretty pleased to be having a lie in tomorrow ....

[En1234]

Hey you!!

I,ve had a bit of an anxious week to be honest. Think I was on here earlier in the week moaning about how I have not been contacted yet with a starting date for my new job. My friend is getting hacked off with me going on about it..LOL!!

She said to me yesterday "You were only offered the job 2 weeks ago and they told you you they would be hoping to start you sometime (?) in April and there is still 2 weeks of March to go!!"

I know I was only offered the job 2 weeks ago but it has felt like years. My days are taken up with going for walks, reading, cooking. I am literally living my life one hour at a time and finding it really hard to be patient. I just want a definite date so I can stick it in my calendar so I have something to work towards!!....I am checking my phone every 5 minutes as with e-mails and there is never any word!!...

They are a big professional company, so I need to trust that I will hear something soon but my attitude is to always look on the bleak side!! I wish I could feel more positive....

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PS. I hope you enjoy your lie in tomorrow!!

[Suzie40 in reply to En1234]

Oh I'd be the same - that's forever to wait! What's best about my lie in is that the other half has work at 9, so he has to get up! Starfish time!!!!!!

[matt72]

not bad today wish i could have a lie in have to work 7 days a week witch is hard at the moment

[Suzie40 in reply to matt72]

That's hard going! What do you do? x

[matt72 in reply to Suzie40]

I'm a farmer and got cows calfing at the moment carnt cope when i have to calf one worst thing is carnt get away from work even when i feel so low

[Suzie40 in reply to matt72]

No, I can imagine farming being a really intense job. Do you have anyone helping you?

[matt72 in reply to Suzie40]

have my son helping but he wont do them if I'm not with him

[Suzie40 in reply to matt72]

Not something I could do!

[matt72 in reply to Suzie40]

most days i want to pack it all in but my son and wife wont let me so feel like I'm in prison think it would be easyer in prison though at least i would get fed got ulcers in my stomach due to last pills sorry to burden u with this but no one else to talk to

[Suzie40 in reply to matt72]

Hey you're not burdening me - I'm always happy to listen

[Hidden]

Hi Suzie. Enjoy your lye in,you deserve it. Things haven't changed much. I had my GP write me up a letter to help with housing,me n my mum are slightly on better talking terms but as said before I will not forget she phoned the police on me for nothing ! I know she suffers from mental health also but I'm a firm believer that the police should not be involved unless violence is involved. Last night she was very disrespectful but I ignore those snide jabs. Doctor has put me on anti depressants , 2 housing appointment for next week so I will take it from there. Thank you and I hope your weekend is a pleasant one. Alan.

[Suzie40 in reply to Hidden]

Hi Alan, glad to hear that some bits are seeming more positive ...

[Stilltrying_]

Hi Suzie40, hope you enjoyed your lie in this morning. I'm feeling a lot better nowadays. I wasn't able to reply to posts for a while as I went through a very bad phase myself and I found it too much but feeling better than ever at the moment; just hope it lasts.

Weather uncertain at the moment; snow and sun today. I went to my voluntary work and really enjoyed it as usual; the people are so nice and it's a fab job. Supposed to be going on a walk tomorrow as is usual for my Sundays. Will have to wait and see what the weather does Gemma XX

[Suzie40]

Aaw Gemma I’m sorry to hear you were feeling like that. I miss our chats - you can message me anytime x