So, I'm getting better for now. I seem a bit happier. Occasionally feel stressed and highly angered over small things, maybe a bit sad over nothing, but I've noticed that I'm happier. I smile more. But, I still worry about my aggression toward small things. For example, I have a small corner of the school where I like to sit and be alone. My annoying and stubborn friends moved into my small dark corner, which is the only place where I can be alone and happy and left to think. I had tried to annoy them and make them go away by throwing sticks and rubbish at them. I poured dirt on the ground near them and chucked a couple sticks into their bags. They kept calling me a "Shype" which I have NO IDEA what it means and it REALLY pisses me off. Just thinking about it makes me want to punch a wall... So, they kept saying it and pissing me off. I did give them a warning... Next time they did it, I grabbed their bags and pulled them to the ground or kicked them. I tried to walk away eventually, but they came back to piss me off more. I hid behind a tree and then class started. My book was put next to a friend, so I pulled my desk away from hers and sat. For those who saw my last post, I have that horrible class tomorrow...
-The Banana Who Is Dead Inside