It has been one hell of a week had more appointments and meetings that have really taxed me I suppose all will sort out mid next week as I have further things to do and I will be back to some form of normality.
Now I always feel meetings should be that much better with nice, expensive chocolate biscuits that just hit the mark when you begin to flag.
When Tuesday comes about a further two meetings will rear their heads and after that we are looking forward to get away from the bump and grind for a week in the hills of the Scottish Borders.
All of us look upon our lives as complicated and things we enjoy can become a trail that seems to send us down the road of depression and a state of exhaustion, If we are doing the right thing , even when the work is voluntary we can try and fight those negative feelings that come and invade all positive ideas.
Today I awoke and realized that I would miss the chat and activity of like minded folks and that helps me forget those things that are onerous to me. especially when about a week ago I was talking with legal Eagles who are dealing with our property that has been effected by a quango who seems to have more power than the State that it is supposed to work under.
Hazel had to call in at our old home and could not understand how much she has moved on from when we moved so now we both need to move on and enjoy our new life. She did not want too visit our old place and when I picked her up she was grateful that she had seen the old pile and understands where now she is travelling to. Out of restricted skies into the perfect light.
Whatever we do we all have to move on and our feelings push us along in a manic waltz that forces us to change our ways in a bloody awful world. To understand that I suppose helps us try and attack this condition called Depression, sometimes we fail when our brain just cannot take any more and we become possibly resentful and needful. Hence the reason we try and do something that will calm and relax us.
So yes, some volunteering helps us, sometimes to move us on, even when that can cause us to balk at the interesting things we can do in the Voluntary Sector. Or something we really want to do. We are lucky when something comes along that we really want to do
All the best in and out of mood changes