I am tired ...

[FallenAngel]

tried of living with this god aweful illness and being sad and alone ,, I either lie on the bed pulling my hair out or cry for hours ..went to my daughters today she has ocd and anxiety so I have to be careful what I say to her , she knows I don't wanna live any longer but admits there is nothing she can do to help me ...I really am getting closer to wanting to end it all xx

[Suzie40]

I'm so sorry that this is such a difficult time for you. I know you are suffering quite a lot at the moment so pretty much anything that anyone suggests is going to be something you've heard before. Just want you to know that I'm here anytime you want to chat x

[FallenAngel in reply to Suzie40]

thank you x

[Stilltrying_]

Angel, I replied to you on your other post; so please don't think we are ignoring you. I'm glad you went to your daughters. It sounds like you did talk to her about things which is good. I can't help but wonder how your daughter would feel if you did that; you may say that is wrong of me to bring up and I know you must be feeling terribly desperate but I do think it would make your daughters life harder and then maybe then her life would become unbearable; so please try and think about getting some help from social services and help to come to terms with your own grief over losing your mum. This is a very sad situation X

[FallenAngel in reply to Stilltrying_]

thank you x

[ThemysciraDrive]

Hi Angel. Sorry you feel so low. (((hugs))) just wanted to let you .know I was thinking of you

[FallenAngel]

thank you xx

[Photogeek]

Hi Angel my thoughts are with you too. You did well to go

To your daughters. Where your very depressed any effort is

Very hard. So be proud of yourself.

X

[FallenAngel]

thank you x

[Hidden]

Hi,

I can only say the same thing, but feel it isn't enough. What would you have liked me (or someone) to say? Being alone is difficult and for most people it takes a lot of strength not to feel depressed in that situation, but it's sad that you don't want to live any longer because that means you can't see any hope of anything every being any different which is sad. How would you like things to be if they could be different?

Suexx